Get Well Soon

by Joel Janikowski

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04:11
I try to break away myself. So I can understand more of this hell but I just fall deeper back into that well that was once sheltered from the cold until now. Its walls exposed to people and weather that ripped it apart that's where i found myself alone with my... My analytical heart Why won't it just stop Why cant I just live my life the way i used to I hide myself from many of you to keep the interest high and true Its better than you knowing my faults its better than knowing me at all I was exposed to people and weather that ripped me apart that's where i found myself alone with my... My analytical heart Why won't it just stop Why cant I just live my life the way i used to My analytical heart Why won't it just stop Why cant I just live my life the way i used to I try to keep these thoughts locked up tight above the pain I realized will not die I’m afraid to face the fact that I have to fight all the demons that I left in the corners of my mind. I try to break away myself.
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02:38
So heres the truth I forgot about you the words you choose clearly prove what we knew you preach of love and truth but you don’t know how its used 'Cause truth becomes a part of those who know how to use it properly it finds a way into the hearts who know how to love everything but these days I know how you treat it like a game that's why I'd rather walk away from all this pain and agony Yeah your colors show through you know they ring true It's clear that we're broken from words that weren't spoken pride has built our walls so now I lay in my mess alone and depressed to accept my fate and fall 'Cause truth becomes a part of those who know how to use it properly it finds a way into the hearts who know how to love everything but these days I know how you treat it like a game that's why I'd rather walk away from all this pain and agony Yeah your colors show through yeah your colors ring true
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04:28
I searched for you and I hoped that you were something like me. You gave me a home in this new place with your jokes and deep interpretations Its was obvious from the start we both wanted something from each others hearts. you could see the use in me as I could see the use in you what a trade for these selfish fools But then I thought it was more than that and I was wrong this joke was all we had We were fools screaming at the top of our lungs waiting for the handouts from everyone and I'm now gone from your judgment Your judgement left me with no one I'm gone now I'm gone The word betrayal was brought to me from you from the messenger who’s known as my brother who doesn't need these things like this in his life so please take him and the rest of my nights I will not make him chose between a hero of lies and a villain of truth So now i run and try to hide from that world I left behind 'Cause we were fools screaming at the top of our lungs waiting for the handouts from everyone and I'm now gone from your judgment your judgement left me with no one I'm gone 'Cause we were fools screaming at the top of our lungs your judgment left me with no one and I'm now gone waiting for you now your judgement brought me from everyone We Were fools screaming at the top of lungs waiting or the handouts from it all and I'm now gone waiting for you now waiting for you to grow up
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03:48
Oh this war just let it be done yeah those scars and remarks they're just love hidden by the clothes of our past but we had to take the chance If the war on the inside of my head or was it when you turned away You say that you know me no I'm like the bottom your teeth and I'm ashamed of the words you sold me you're not a salesman but a thief how we know I see you've never cared at all with self interest leading your thoughts I didn't have to gain your respect because I have earned my own. But the war was on the outside of my head or did you just turn away You say that you know me no I'm like the bottom your teeth and I'm ashamed of the words you sold me you're not a salesman but a thief how we know
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When you write your name can’t you see all the pain the pain the lines that make the stains on the page that can bury me I know this game and it all about the way you play your rooks and queens so dont try to put me in checkmate cause i know you cause you created me with your judgement, your punishment, your spite and your rage 'Cause I know the reasons behind everything I know who you are cause you are me And suicide is have the price when you can't control your mind its time to face facts 'cause love is what you lack Don't get me wrong, you're not the villain I just need to detach from the mind that's got me trapped
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Fighting your inner demons can be difficult. Whether that be false opinions, criticism, doubt, or fear... Understand that it will always be there, so face it. Own up to who you are. All the good, all the bad. That’s who you are. Dark and light. Black and white. Beautiful.

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released May 20, 2014

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SPECIAL THANKS TO: Luke Janski for production, recording services, mixing & mastering. My wife for supporting me through this rough time in my life. Your love is more powerful than you know.

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