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I Never Wanted This to Happen

from Grow by Joel Janikowski

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STORY:
Angry with himself, her, and the world, he snaps into a violent rage of hatred and anger. This eventually caused a very intense pain in his heart. After learning that the pain in his heart is actually a terminal illness, he willingly gives up on life and any good that it had to offer. Knowingly corrupted, his happiness is no more.

LYRICS:

Why
Why does it hurt this time?
Why
Why don’t I feel alright?

If you recall the night before the fight,
It all makes sense until,
You left me all alone,
With nothing but the truth.

And there’s a pain inside
My heart this time
A death that’s true.

What’s the point,
Of living for love,
When it kills you?

I don’t care
If this is what
I became.

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from Grow, released June 19, 2012

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